Ugh...I know I had 5 days off for the holidays but it still feels like I am back at work too soon. But, I guess that is something I will have to get used to as an "adult", lol. I should be thankful that I only work 3 days this week as we get this Friday off as well...so, yeah, I am grateful. :)
Christmas was alright. I spent it very low key...not doing too much. I got some very nice gifts and I am thankful for my family and friends who thought enough of me to get me something. I LOVE my humidifier...thanks Georgina!!!
I really didn't have that much time to really think about much though over the holidays. Usually I spend most of my time in deep meditation but not this year...or at least not yet. Maybe this is a sign that I am maturing or learning how to cope? This could be a positive change.
However, I have been thinking about my mom and how she will be gone now 7 years this January. That is just ridiculous to think about. My mind has a hard time wrapping around that one...but there it is nonetheless. I do miss my mom greatly...and there are so many days that I wish she were here. Sometimes I just need to talk to her...about things I know only she would understand. For now I will just have to cope with the assistance of family and friends and a good therapist. lol.
Everyone will be happy to know that my puppy hunger has died down. I am no longer desiring the companionship of a cuddly puppy...but who knows how long that will last. haha.
I do often wonder though how everything will work its way out in the long term of my life. Will it just be me and a dog....will there be a family? I still don't quite know...but in the meantime I guess I am just happy to be working on me and taking it all one day at a time.